Sunday, July 5, 2009
The Waiting Game
I am 18 weeks today. And the genetics lab has not called. It's been 13 days. With The Youngest, they called on day 10. They said all was well. They told me his gender. And the celebrating began. I went out and bought The Beloved a miniature child size baseball mitt and a baseball. All wrapped in bright yellow paper. Why haven't they called? Why aren't we celebrating? But I know why. It's still out there. I still can't say it out loud, but every day that goes by is another day that I am more sure.